It's been a long time

I wanna give up on this blog
but... 

I'll keep this blog just for myself
(even though I rarely update it)
This childish, immature and random post blog,
I'll keep it until I can't write anymore
why?
because writing makes me feel better hihi
usually I express my feeling by writing
I think I give better expression when I write

I started when I was in primary school
If I ever feel happy or sad I'll write in my secret book
Lots lots lots of things I had wrote in that book
but one day my mum found it and secretly told my dad about that book
the most embarrassing thing ever happened
when they read it and act like never happen


of course I found out a several month later
omg I don't know how to act in front of them
well parents are caring but sometimes I need to keep my secret as my only secret
so I'm really careful bout what I write
coz my parents have been expecting for my new personal story
adoi...

btw cleaning also makes me feel better
ahahahaha weird rite?
but yes when I was in bad moodI'll clean up my room
after I finish cleaning I'll feel much better